Rx Chemicals- Never Ending Party

Lyrics:

Leaving me to defend myself/ A beautful moment I have killed/
Everyone is to far gone/ and Im not sure what we've done/
Most of us let life go on by/ If I didnt care then so would I/
At least my eyes are open now/ I see that all has broken down/

To what extent do I try/ Whats the cost of falling behind/
Do we live for something more? Or just exist and say as we are?
Though we may dream beyond closses doors/ We dont extend ourselves that far/
And its just so sad/ We care not to understand/

And the stars have much more meaning/ Than we as human beings/
No one tells me Im ok/ Theses finger tips they feel so blank/
And my perception has gone away/ Leaving feelings of touch delayed/
And Im becoming more afraid/ Why cant I remember pain?/
(Chours)
At least my eyes are open now/
I see that all has broken down/(x2)
At least my eyes are open now(x2)

Why am I numb why cant I feel my face?/ No ones around to pull me out of this space/
And Im all alone no one can relate/ My thoughts drown out and I dont like this state/
Why am I here, Why do I need to stay?/
Can focus now just want to break away/ And take back control wash out this taste/
Decern the sounds and percieve just the same/

(Chours)